Goat Cheese, Anybody?

We've been eating goat cheese without knowing it.

We were at a family's home for a brunch one morning several months back and ate fried cheese. We thought it was delicious and proceeded to buy halloumi cheese (English rendering of this name is from Arabic) and fry it at home on occasion.

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Last night, we had roasted vegetables with halloumi cheese. As I sliced up the cheese and fried it, it occurred to me that the cheese was not melting. I don't know why I only just now noticed it after several times of frying the cheese. How does the cheese not melt?

Curious, I looked it up. That was when I was surprised to discover that it was actually goat/sheep cheese. Halloumi cheese originated out of Cyprus (there used to be no cows on the island until the the British brought cows over in the 20th century) and was initially made in the Byzantine period (A.D. 395-1191) and gained popularity in the Middle East region. The high melting point comes from the fresh curd being heated before being shaped and placed in brine. Apparently, the Cypriots like to eat grilled halloumi cheese with watermelon. I guess it's not different from feta cheese with watermelon, a trend that I've heard of in the States.

Speaking of feta, we love feta so much that we use only feta as dressing for our salad and G puts feta in his scrambled eggs most mornings. Feta is super cheap here and it's expensive in the States, alas. This is just a side note, since we were talking about cheese. Just random and unimportant.

I never thought I'd ever get the opportunity to drink goat milk and eat goat cheese. Much less a type of cheese that has been around since the fourth century A.D. It's just cool.

I just wrote a post about cheese. I mean, really?

Babies Can Open Doors

There are folks in our company who believe that you should not have a baby during your first term on the field and/or during language study. There is no penalty if you do; it is simply a recommendation. I suppose some things happened that led people to conclude, either by personal experience or by observation, that having a baby during the first term (typically three years) is not the wisest thing to do.

Here are some reasons I think are behind this recommendation. First, living overseas is stressful. Your stress level is always higher than if you were living in the States. It's just a fact. Second, when you're in your first term, it follows that you're in language study because, obviously, you most likely do not know the language. Knowing the language is important for survival at the very least and for our job most of all. We cannot do our job well if we cannot clearly communicate the most important information that has eternal impact. 

Now, on the field in your first term, you are living at a higher stress level and very busy studying the language. Even language study may add to your stress if learning a language does not come easily for you. On top of that, there is an expectation that you must reach a language competency level within three years. No pressure there, right? 

Stress and language study are just two basic facts of the life in the first term. Add any number of variables that may be unique to each person's particular situation: a difficult teammate, loneliness, high security risk, health problems, lack of support, children's needs, trauma, death in the family back home, lack of fruit, poor walk with the Father, etc. I can go on. 

Having a baby in itself is time consuming. The feedings, diaper changes, bad naps, colds, possible colic, teething, doctor visits, sleep deprivation, long stays in the home without getting out much, etc. It can be hard enough in the States where you are comfortable, familiar, and can speak your native language. It's doubly hard overseas where you may not be as comfortable, where you have less support, no family to come and help, and you may not speak the language as well. 

Then, because you had a baby, you are not able to devote much time to language study. You may fall behind. You may be reasonably competent, but you cannot put in the hours required to meet the goals set for you. If you're lucky, you have a flexible language coach who will work with you.

So, I believe there were cases that happened which prompted this recommendation against pregnancy in the first term for all the reasons I listed above. I suspect there were people who resigned because everything became too much when a baby was added to the mix. I fully believe that I am oversimplifying because I know there are complex and unique situations that lead to resignations. I cannot know them all. I believe others endured a very difficult term and had a baby in the middle of it which caused them make this recommendation. Second terms are supposed to be easier when you are competent in the language and you're comfortable in the host culture (I cannot attest to this since I have yet to serve a second term) so having a baby would be best in the second term. That does make sense. 

I had a baby in my first term, which I am currently serving. My baby was born exactly 9 days after our first anniversary of arriving on the field. I had people who advised me to wait to have a baby. I listened. I thought about it. My husband and I talked. We prayed. We had two things going for us: we have served 2 years on the field before (as singles) and this was not our first baby. Therefore, I felt we had realistic expectations of what it's like to have a baby in our first term as a career couple.

I'm glad we chose to go ahead to have the baby because I am seeing doors open. Prior to this, I was greeted with friendliness at social events, but not much beyond that. My language teacher is part of a clique of women, completely closed to any newcomers. They meet once a month for breakfast and socialize all day. They don't publicly advertise this because they do not want anyone else to attend. I would see some of these ladies at the Deaf club and hear about their secret meetings. Even after I delicately asked about this monthly event, trying to weasel an invite, I didn't get invited. Months and months went by.

I became pregnant and the news was received by the Deaf with surprise and congratulations. I could tell the Deaf ladies in my language teacher's clique were warming up to me as they began to fuss over me throughout my pregnancy. The fact that I was entrusting my prenatal care, my delivery, and subsequent care to their doctors and their hospitals made an enormous impact. I was having my baby in their country. It was an affirmation of their national pride. 

After I had my baby, I saw an outpouring of love from these ladies. They came to my home, sometimes in pairs, sometimes in fours, and once, ten came to my house, and they all came bearing gifts. I felt tremendously blessed by their generosity. They love my baby with crazy affection.

Then....after a year and three months, I finally got an invitation to their secret monthly meeting. Only after I had the baby. Maybe my baby's sweet, toothless smiles were hard to resist. 

Having a baby was the best thing, in spite of conventional wisdom, and the doors that opened were well worth all the frantic juggling of language, life, family, and the new baby. I will be able to share the Good News with twenty more Deaf ladies as I have built trust with them by having my baby among them. 

I Get A Failing Grade

Thanksgiving went well. It's now our second Thanksgiving here. Last year, we celebrated with several families, feasted on a big spread, and played board games happily until after our kids' bedtime. It was a lot of fun. Since then, these families we spent the holidays with returned to America either on furlough or permanently. We miss them.

This year, we spent Thanksgiving with a few other families that we don't know as well yet. We ate, chatted, and then went home in less than 3 hours. DB was past her bedtime and suffering so we went home.

What?! An epic F?

No, it's a camera. Below is a camera called Diana. Seriously. It's a Diana F+ toy camera, a remake of the 1960s original Diana camera. It's a toy camera because it's made of plastic. It's a medium format camera - in other words, it takes pictures on a big film. You've heard of the standard 35 mm camera? This is a 125 mm camera. In G's words, "It can do some really cool things." You can take as many pictures you want on a single frame, creating the double exposure effect. You can slide color filters on the flash to cast a color over the subject that you're shooting. One day, you will see some examples.

G got this for his birthday. Happy 34th, my man. Now I tease him, "Are you taking the other Diana out? Who's your favorite Diana? It'd better be me." It's really funny to share a name with a camera.

Well, our Christmas tree is up, as you can see in the background of the picture above. Last year, I was sick as a dog in my first trimester so I didn't enjoy the season as well as I could have. I even had an advent calendar up with an activity for each day that we didn't do last year. This time, I'm feeling great, Ava's a year older and Christmas is more fun with her. We're doing the activity of the first day of advent this afternoon.

I have no idea what our plans are for Christmas this year. Last year, I hosted several families and had a lot of fun. Like I said, pretty much all these families are gone. Don't feel sorry for us, we will be fine. Next year should be better when some of these families come back.

Adios.

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Gluten-Free Pie

As I am typing this, I am waiting for the gluten-free pie crust to chill in the refrigerator. I rarely make pie except once a year at Thanksgiving and I am reminded every year why I never make pies except at Thanksgiving: it's a pain.

This pie crust recipe in particular requires a perfect blend of gluten-free flours (sweet rice flour and super fine rice flour, preferably Asian), starches (tapioca and potato), and xanthan gum which replaces the gluten in its function. Other than the flour ingredients, the recipe is similar to any pie crust recipe. The butter must be cut and frozen for a few minutes. The water must be ice cold and added only at a tablespoon at a time. You blend it all in your food processor until it becomes a big wad of dough. Then you chill the dough.

Then it's time to roll the dough. I despise this part. Gluten-free dough is tricky to roll out. It lacks gluten which holds dough together. You have to carefully press slightly and roll slightly with the dough between wax paper and some flour sprinkled on the dough. If you are not careful, the dough will break apart. Transferring the dough to the pie plate is a delicate procedure since the dough is now thin and wide, easily subject to breakage. Usually, though, if the dough breaks, you can pinch it back together.

Now, I have a convection oven. The heat coil is at the top. It's hard to get the pie crust to cook at the bottom. The fan is supposed to circulate the heated air evenly but it does not seem to do well for pie crusts. Last year, I made a pie (I believe it was pumpkin pie), filled it with pumpkin, and baked. The crust was undercooked since there was no heat coil underneath to bake the crust. This year, I plan to bake the crust a bit before I put in the filling. We'll see how that goes.

Oh, yeah, I'm making pecan pie this year. It's my favorite. My cousin sent me Karo syrup and pecans in a package last Christmas and I saved the syrup and pecans for nearly a year...just to eat at Thanksgiving.

Tomorrow, on Thanksgiving Day, we will go to another family's home and celebrate with good eats.

Other news: I got my first haircut in this country. I've been here a year and half and just now got a hair cut. Before moving here last year July, I got my hair cut and started to grow my hair long until the following March. We went to the States for a conference and I jumped on the opportunity to cut my hair short because then, I can communicate clearly and I can spot a good hairstylist. I started growing it long again from March of this year til now. It was getting drab. So, I decided to take the plunge and get my hair cut. I took a picture of what I wanted, showed it to the hairstylist and mimed it out, asking for bangs and layers. I got bangs and a shag. I like the bangs and I'm, eh, okay with the shag. So, it's not a bad first experience altogether.

G's birthday is coming up on Saturday the 24th. I am not good at picking out gifts. I agonize over choices all the time. I like to love on people by spending time with them. I'm not good at loving on people by giving gifts. G is a motorcycle enthusiast. I once rented him a Harley Davidson motorcycle for a weekend as a birthday gift right after we got married. He absolutely loved being surprised by the motorcycle and tooling around the countryside. Now, I could just kick myself in the foot because I can't top that. Every present after that just seemed lame.

Well, my pie crust is probably ready to roll out. Even if it's not, I'm ready to roll it out because it's nearly 9:30 and I'll be ready for bed soon. I want that pie done.

Happy Thanksgiving, beloved family and friends!

Escape

We planned an escape from this abyss, I mean city, to the mountains the first weekend of November. We rented a cabin for three nights on a property that boasts 5 cabins with a loft, fireplace, kitchenette each. This property is about a three-hour drive from the city. More about the property in a minute.

We traveled on a scenic route along the sea which is enclosed by mountains (I guess it's an inlet) so the hazy mountains across the water looked ethereal in the morning sun. It was a gorgeous drive through that area (if you ignore the freight ships on the water), but on the way back after our mini-vacation, it was a dismal, gray day and the water was a dull slate color yet, it was still pretty to see all the little villages perched on the side of the mountains above the water. Wow, was that a run-on sentence?

Hard to see the outline of the mountain peaks

Pictures don't do this scenery justice

When we left the sea behind, we drove through mountains and some long tunnels before we arrived. The mountains are mainly covered with evergreens (lots of fir trees!) but there were a lot of bright yellow aspens that were still green at the tiptops. I wasn't sure if there would be any fall foliage and whether it'd already peaked and begun to wane. I was pleased to see a great deal of fall leaves but it didn't seem as bright and varied as I've seen it in NC and VA.

The property is run by an American couple who were kind and hospitable to us. Except for two men who were their personal guests, we were the only guests so we really enjoyed the solitude after the bustling crowds of the city. I was so glad that the other cabins were not being rented. My introverted self was appeased. There was a wide expanse of green lawn for A to run around in and a playground set with swings. I tell you, it was nice to let A run and play without having to chase her, keep her in sight, keep out of trouble, etc. the way we have to in the city parks.

Our cabin. That's me in pink PJ pants.

Front of an empty cabin

The owners have ten German Shepherds. Really, they have two dogs who are mates, an adult-sized puppy from their first litter, and a second litter only a week old. The father, Montana, is an intuitive, protective dog. He slept outside our front door all night the first night. He was especially protective of A and kept driving the puppy away from Ava. He seemed to sense Ava's fear of the careless, brainless, half-grown puppy who was as tall as she was.

Montana

We pretty much didn't do much while on vacation. We were just happy to breathe fresh air and see trees. Grass. Mountains. G said it was amazing to fall asleep to dead silence, instead of traffic noise. We lit a fire every night and roasted because it was very efficient in warming up the cabin. We did some walking and ran into a shepherd and his flock. He gave us fresh goat milk which G, A, and I tasted for the first time. We drove further into the mountains, taking an hour to drive 30 km of bumpy, gravel road over several mountain peaks to a national park nestled in a sweet valley with seven lakes, where we ate a small picnic that we cobbled together at the last minute.

Morning view from behind our cabin

View from the property

Tiny village in the valley below the property

We drove deeper into the mountains and saw lots of fall foliage on the way
to the national park. The evergreens were mainly lovely fir trees, not
much pine in this area. Peaks became sharper and higher as we drove.

At the national park: too cute not to post this

A flower, blooming in the fall

Picnic in the park, under the deciduous trees

A parting view on the way back to the cabin

A modern day shepherd who gave us fresh goat milk

All in all, it was a wonderful mini-vacation. We will definitely repeat this. Here's a parting shot:

Pretend she's waving goodbye :-)

The Happening

Remember this post? Click on the hyperlink and take a refresher. This year, we got a video of "The Happening"-esque event.

Note that the main street had no traffic. People were stopped. The wind continued to blow. There is a silver car in the right corner, somewhat blocked by the pine tree. You'll note at the end of the video, it takes off again and traffic resumes. There weren't many pedestrians because it's a 9am on Saturday, which would like 6am on Saturday in the States, since this is a night-owl type of culture.

Crazy, huh?

People appeared in their windows, holding back curtains, to stand still and stare down at the motionless pedestrians. Neighbors across the street came out on their balcony and stared out. It's funny how we all want to gawk at people standing still.

Which Is Better?

A question we get a lot from the nationals here is, "Which is better, America or here?" They seem to ask in economic terms and I think their perception is that America is a glorious place to live. It stems from the Hollywood movies that tend to portray America as affluent and comfortable. The Hollywood movies are misleading and also damaging to us ordinary American expats. We are portrayed as promiscuous, careless, disrespectful, amoral, and godless. I cringe every time I see a Britney Spears music video blasting on wide-screen TVs in stores and bars. So, I always have to point out that what they see in the movies isn't true of the whole country, just a small percentage. Not everyone owns these enormous mansions and drive fancy cars. Luckily, I don't deal with a lot of criticism from the folks here about America, as I had in Poland where Americans are viewed as fat and lazy.

So, how do we answer this question that forces us to consider their pride in their country? We tell them that America is our home and our families are there but this country is a great place, too. This satisfies them. Sometimes, I will tell them that they have an amazing, very rich history that go back thousands of years and America is young in comparison.

Another question we get asked frequently is whether food here is better than America and vice versa. Well, I'm usually able to deflect that question because I tell them I have celiac disease and cannot taste most of their cuisine so I can't make the comparison. I will also point out that America is a melting pot and there is a great variety of cuisines there that they do not have here. G usually answers that he likes both. I think they ask this because they take a lot of pride in their food and it seems very much a part of their identity. There are very little ethnic restaurants here which could be for a number of reasons such as: 1) the city isn't that cosmopolitan and therefore, there aren't many foreigners to open restaurants, 2) the nationals here love their own food and generally aren't interested in foreign cuisine. I imagine a lot of ethnic restaurants have opened and then eventually closed for the lack of business.

On to other things...

We really enjoyed having G's parents and my mom come for a visit. It's nice to see family again and for them to meet DB. We also had a good friend of ours stop by on a trip to visit with us for a few days. Last week was their sacrifice holiday here so our language tutors canceled to celebrate their holiday and visit with their families. We enjoyed the break from language and went to the seaside, 15 minutes away by car, for a picnic twice in a row. We managed to get a few things done, shop for winter clothes for the girls, and run some errands. When my mom came, she brought my smartphone that I'd ordered and shipped to her in the States. We jumped through a lot of hoops to get the phone registered here for use but I am glad to have it. It's proven useful for navigation in this crazy city, taking pictures for my language projects, taking videos of sign language when I am out for me to study later at home, tracking DB's feedings and naps with reminders, and for translation. I will be able to talk on video with my Deaf friends here and not have to text back and forth in Tkish. The phone is a great tool and cut down on some stress of living in another country. I'm glad that I made this improvement, even if we paid a pretty penny for it.

The only indication that fall has come is the temperatures dropping into the low 70s and upper 60s. Since we are surrounded by mostly concrete, we don't have fall foliage to give a sense of fall. I just baked a pumpkin tonight to make pumpkin puree for muffins and bread. That might be only taste of fall that we'll have. Did you know that pumpkins here are mainly gray?

This weekend, we are headed to the mountains about three hours away from the city for a 3-day mini-vacation. G's having "city shock" and anxious to get a break. I had my city shock last winter and some minor episodes from time to time but I could use a break from the city, too. We've rented a cabin with a fireplace and two bedrooms. We'll just need to bring our own food and we'll be set to enjoy the outdoors. It'll be DB's first road trip and she sleeps great in the car so it should be relatively smooth.

Here are some pictures. I posted some of these on Facebook but these are for the benefit of those who aren't on Facebook:

G and the girls

A and her best friend, Ada, from preschool. They are two peas in a pod.

Picnic by the sea

G and A

What do you call these? They were flying up and down the seaside.

We finally hung pictures, in a skyline style, a nod to our urban lifestyle. 

They don't celebrate Halloween here yet I saw this kid dressed
in a Buzz Lightyear costume out in public today.
Pretty brave of him and indulgent of his mother.
And so cute.

Edit: When I said Britney Spears music videos in bars, I didn't mean that I frequent them. :-) There are bars that open out onto the street and you can see the interior from the outside. It's hard to miss those giant flat-screen TVs.