It's been a while since I posted. Five months, specifically. I haven't forgotten about the blog but somehow, while we were stateside, I quickly lost motivation to post anything to the blog. The blog was mainly to keep family and friends informed in our lives but we were there experiencing life alongside family and friends. No need to report anything to them. Now, we're back overseas and reports should continue.
I'm tired a lot these days. I'm not sure if Blaize is in some sort of sleep regression or his reflux medicine has stopped working or what but he's been waking often at night. And it's okay. I don't mind feeding him and he always goes directly back to sleep. Those nights of interrupted sleep have started to have an cumulative effect. It can kill your motivation, energy, and your ability to complete or even make a coherent thought. So that's why I really don't have anything to post because my brain is zapped besides being unmotivated. I know that will eventually come to an end but only to a degree. My mind will always be running 100 miles an hour keeping track of thousands little details concerning the children while multitasking - how much processed food has Ava eaten in the last few -- wait, I just saw a marker in Darcy's hand. No, Darcy, no markers. Pick that up, Ava. Oh, there's a spill - now where did I put that rag to clean up the spill - WHAT is that unidentifiable puddle? Uh-oh, what time is the baby's supposed to go down for a nap -- oh, he's drenched in his own spit-up. I need an outfit for him -- hey, there's the tube of ointment I've been looking for. What was I doing again? That's right, getting an outfit for....who? I forget. The baby needs a nap, oh man, he's drenched....wait, that's who I was getting an outfit for -- hey, Ava put Darcy on the potty for me! And it goes on.
So, I feel uninteresting because not much else occupies my mind. I'm just tired. I haven't forgotten the blog. I haven't forgotten you. I'll write as soon as some of my brainpower has been released to think about other things besides the management of my children and home.
1 comment:
Bwahaha, I love your running commentary...sounds like my life/brain! You'll notice my blog doesn't get much activity these days, either. =) I don't think I've checked your blog in a couple months...funny that I checked today and you just posted yesterday. Good timing for me. =) Love you, girl. Hope to see you soon!
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